Expiredate reached, please remove.

This is what school does to you.




Yes, it does. But anyway, I happened upon a video clip with a guy who got to hang out with Michael Hussar, and from there on to his website. And damn! For the first in a long time I felt  the itch to paint! Michael Hussar is awesome and super creepy and just wonderful. 
Didn't turn out to be a painting, but a drawing, colored pencils on watercolor paper and a bit of gouache. And a few tweaks in photoshop, since it actually isn't finished yet.

But I share anyway!

Birdladies never fail you.

Did indeed get some work done finally. I've had a horrible artblock, and my hands have been fucked, but right now I feel pretty good. Wanting to have something to show my teacher tomorrow, I made these. Birdladies almost never fail, unless I fuck up the colors. And I didn't this time, though my scanner ate some of them ;;
So as usual the originals are so much nicer.

I'm actually amazed they turned out so happy, because when I started yesterday, I was pretty pissed. My neighbours on the side had a party, and the scumbag underneath me was smoking so much I was about to die. So, opening the windows to blow the stink out, I was wearing two sweaters, woolly socks, a scarf and a hat, and a blanket over my legs not to freeze to death. When I move, I'm gonna put something disgusting in Mr. Scumbag's mailbox.

So, despite that, these are happy.
Happy happy!

Come Undone

Right now I'm feeling... perhaps not the best. I'm somewhere between disappointed, pissed and lonely. Add a bit of boredom and frustration. And sadness. I'm just not sure what I want, where I'm going or what the hell I am doing right now.

I feel isolated.

Things just piss me off, but I know it's only 3 months before I leave. Still doesn't make it better.

Then I have to figure out where the heck I'm going after that. And I don't know.

And all I feel is sad. And lonely. And isolated.

Not to mention I'm repeating myself. A lot.